Cooler ~

If the word 'cut' comes to your attention.. instantly pay no further attention to it.~

Andes Chocolate Mints (mint parfait) melting in my mouth.. so happens that I favor mint flavor today. Nice to have chocolate once every now and then - just not too much or you might get diabetes. Just maybe.

-Cut- 

The afternoon of today marked a moment for some of them to wave that flag of accomplishment, if of course, they've got a good feeling that they've gone through the papers quite well during the entire time or for the major part of it during those tightly-nerved hours. I am happy for them. Also, am quite sad that this really was the last for them to be in white and brown.. with that badge and the carried name. Attachment is what has caused this slightly torn feeling inside.

-Cut-

Hmm.. By the way, I got to meet with two people I've come to know during my alma mater years. Next time, I'll try to be more bold approaching people who've been part of my circle of acquaintance instead of waiting for them to notice me. I know.. it was a lame thing to do. I've got my weaknesses, okay.

-Cut-

I now feel so much lighter inside. Feeling all cooled down from yesterday's (plus the many yesterdays before it) emotions - just like the mint choc that blew a breeze to my tongue. Whoa. Having someone else to know about it makes me feel so much better. I know I made the right choice and I'm glad that the good side of my brain came to my aid. 

Thank you. Can't help it, but I really am feeling a little more colorful right now - liberated to be exact - and I want to let that sink in good.. so I let myself read this.

Nothing Like It...

Will be sleeping a happy person tonight because of the egg tarts I was able to eat... again. Started my day off with those and ended the day with the same thing. Happy it is my tummy, but I don't want to die a happy person because of it (the tart in singular form..hehe). I don't owe my happiness that much a scale to the egg tarts. 

Wished this morning that I could eat them hot from the oven - probably because of the egg tarts that I ate cold from the fridge - and... O M Gosh!!!... when it came to reality, my emotions were well beyond words.

I will definitely and absolutely add some pics of the egg tarts that I've been raving about for the past minute (that is a lie... the clock's ticked more than a minute).


To be continued... after I awake from my sleep.

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Just to let people know, I edited my post. I realized I mentioned egg tarts too many times, and I felt a little embarrassed about it. Macam apa saja.

Egg tarts and my scandalous affair with it! Ha!! 

 

 

This post is now complete. Overdue, but isn't that big a deal - I'm the boss of my own blog. Yups!

 

[Date of completion: 4th Dec '09]

Beginning of the End ~

30 days plus a few hours left before we hop in a ride of a new cycle of months. Time... never moves backwards unless the hands' of the Creator decides to do so. I'm thinking, only the attitude of people is the one that moves backwards sometimes, or it stops regressing at one point and gets stunted forever. 

Must we almost always say, "I can't believe it..." when we are referring to the passing of time? I guess so unless someone can find a better cliché to express this moment of disbelief. Don't worry, I'm not verbally attacking anyone... I say it too.

By the way... I L O V E "New Moon". Now that I've finally seen it - and my soul put at peace - I g o t to see "Ninja Assassins". I've heard and read what others have said about the latter.  

Must... Must... Must!!! Haih... ya lah bah. =.='

  

If you notice, the only picture for the day is wrongly placed and this is intentional. Yes, one of my first few purchased items of the month... and of course, my latest average worldly possessions.

Welcome back... to me.

November ~~~

I will miss November for the moments where I surprised myself, and for the moments that made me smile just a little more. 

Probably the best month for me this year... because sometimes... you just know that you just might be right... :) 

Second Last ~

After today, it will be the last.. the last of November 2009. It is a happy day for the newly weds and those who shared and felt the happiness of such a joyous occasion. Also.. it is a day where some could take a breath of relief.

Looking forward for tomorrow - not that there's any special plan whatsoever. It's either you live the day or.. you don't live in it at all. If you are free to move, and your mind is free to think, and there's nothing breaking your heart and spirit, well.. live in the moment, be yourself and be embraced by the many wonderful possibilities of what the new day holds.

Forgotten Ending ~

These words entered my thoughts once or a little more sometime this week or just the week before. They were: The thing that I fear the most is forgetting the things that I want to remember. I could name this Sabbath's sermon as either a coincidence, or... no ordinary piece of coincidence. Whichever one it is, I will know the answer much later or sooner than I think. 

I remembered only the last few words, which went, "This is my prayer." The other seven words just before that is a complete jumble. Only two stuck well with me: 1) mind and 2) salvation. My attempted guess is: "The mind is our salvation to Heaven." I'll ask around and see if anyone else was giving their attention. 

Quote catch of a yesterday:

It's how you deal with failure 

that determines how you achieve success.

~David Feherty~

I typed this in... because I don't want to forget it.

Bonded ~

Five remaining girls before the others return.. I think the faithful five have bonded closer to one another for the past few days.. it's nice to hear them sing, laugh, and talk with gleeful voices with one another. Yes, they're singing right now.. not because they have to, but simply because they want to. I thank Him for having the chance to know each one of them. 

And I thank Him.. for today.. because it's a special day for someone. Also.. because He gave us this day of rest.

Friends are Friends Forever ~

Packing up the dreams God planted

In the fertile soil of you

I can't believe the hopes He's granted

Means a chapter of your life is through

But we'll keep you close as always

It won't even seem you've gone

'Cause our hearts in big and small ways

Will keep the love that keeps us strong 

And friends are friends forever

If the Lord's the Lord of them

And a friend will not say never

'Cause the welcome will not end

Though it's hard to let you go

In the Father's hands we know

That a lifetime's not too long

To live as friends

And with the faith and love God's given

Springing from the hope we know

We will pray the joy you live in

Is the strength that now you show

We'll keep you close as always

It won't even seem you've gone

'Cause our hearts in big and small ways

Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever

If the Lord's the Lord of them

And a friend will not say never 

'Cause the welcome will not end

Though it's hard to let you go

In the Father's hands we know

That a lifetime's not too long

To live as friends

......

No a lifetime's not too long

To live as friends

The lyrics to a song that I hear almost every day - morning and evening. How can I not ignore the tune when the mind remembers?

Still ~

It seems that it will be a fine day today.. it's quiet and the weather seems to be holding up for now.. I do know that it is a good day for them.. because they have a break from all the papers.. at least until next week.. the rest is needed.. and now.. it's time for me to move.

Amongst a Crowd of Happy People ~

If you enter back into your home with an appetite that is fulfilled and a heart that beats with gladness, then you well know that your day was a good one - almost like luck was leaning on your side this time. Know that it isn't always this way - tomorrow, luck might lean on someone else' side. So it is now, the living moment, that you savor it, remember it, and show an attitude that tells others... you have lived the day. 

If words are not your choice, offer Him your thanks with a smile... your heart and thoughts tells the rest of the story... it's the least you can do.